About:  Najiha, 18, Human & i love cat more than i love people.

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well , hello readers :)

LETS WISH TO THEM :

HAPPY TEN MONTHS .

* wish both of you kekal and happy always :)



can't sleep for crying :'(

I guess I'm just writing this as I feel so alone. I've been crying so loud until my mak get angry towards me . but i still can't stop . Is it really so wrong to want a cuddle ?
So now he's not spoken to me because he said that he want to study .
okay , i will let him study . And i won't disturb him anymore .
Now I feel so alone...
So I'm all alone, completely alone. I want him to hold me... I need a hug
ahhhhhhhhhhh :'(

GO AWAYYYYY :'(

i hate you 2011 .
i have cry alot this year !
can you go faster ?
please .
i'm begging you .
GO FASTERR :'(

I'M FUCKING HATE YOU :'(

OMG . YOU MUST WATCH THIS ! HAHA XD


NO PORK NO PORK ! HAHAHAHAHA XD

ONE - SIX - ONE

can you see my picture there ? hihi . ty MAIZATUL NADIA (':

ONE - SIX - OH


hahahahahahahahahahahahaahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahah
seriously , i'm fucking bored today . This is what i do i with eradayu .
we do some photo shoot to reduce our boring .

p;s / YOO HATER'S . PLEASE DON'T HATE ME CAUSE I'M PRETTY .
ASDFGHJKJKJK lol :D

lovely new shoes ♥



hello everyone . sorry for not being able to update recently . i'm so lazyyy to update my blog . but now i'm okay . to bring a little happiness back , i have a short stories to post . and heyhey , say hello to my new shoes . and low heels to :D
kay byebye . enjoy your weekends love ♥ (:

kenduri tahlil and kenduri kesyukuran :D

Today I would like to share the stories and pictures during the "kenduri tahlil " for my late grandmother and grandfather plus some ''kenduri kesyukuran'' for our new house in rawang . It was held on 13 march 2011 and it was quite a big ceremony. My cousin and I both agreed that it looks like someone's wedding and I blame my adopted opah for that. For me, it should not be that "meriah", just enough with a little food and people but it is mak and ayah money and I have no share at all to complaint .

here some random picture before and during the kenduri :



this is me without make up . i'm doing some work just to keep my mum mouth shut . haha :P




I am glad that there are still people doing the "gotong-royong" for the "kenduri". Look at these people, nana and zeti . they sacrificed their day to help my mum and me . Thank you so much for coming GEDIK ! :P


i'm acting only . haha xD

nana ,

These aunties , nenek and gedik gave her best pose when I asked her to pose for the camera . haha :P

zeti ,

this makcik give me a weird face plus damn blur face when i ask her to pose -.-'





me ,
this picture is taken before me and all my cousin "menyambut tetamu"
----> yes , i'm wearing tudung and make up plus no edit :)


me plus zeti .
we took this picture on the last minute . i force her to take some picture with me .
well , she's the best cousin that i ever had :)



seriously , i have a lot of fun on that day . but , the sad thing is when i realize my MP3 lost . i'm like ASDFGHJKLwtfQWERTYUIOP . serve me right ? i know who took my MP3 . But my mak said , don't simply blame people for what has happen . And my ayah help me to find my MP3 . he said that he will never buy that MP3 for me back . ahhh , I WANT MY MP3 BACK BITCH ! :(


— Maya Angelou

i have learned that no matter what happens, or how bad it seems today, life does go on, and it will be better tomorrow. I’ve learned that you can tell a lot about a person by the way he/she handles these three things: a rainy day, lost luggage, and tangled Christmas tree lights. I’ve learned that regardless of your relationship with your parents, you’ll miss them when they’re gone from your life. I’ve learned that making a “living” is not the same thing as making a “life.” I’ve learned that life sometimes gives you a second chance. I’ve learned that you shouldn’t go through life with a catcher’s mitt on both hands; you need to be able to throw something back. I’ve learned that whenever I decide something with an open heart, I usually make the right decision. I’ve learned that even when I have pains, I don’t have to be one. I’ve learned that every day you should reach out and touch someone. People love a warm hug, or just a friendly pat on the back. I’ve learned that I still have a lot to learn. I’ve learned that people will forget what you said, people will forget what you did, but people will never forget how you made them feel.

Maya Angelou

yeahh ,



THIS LIFE OF MINE HAS IT’S FLAWS, BUT IT’S THE ONLY ONE I GOT. I’M GOING TO HOLD MY HEAD HIGH, LOOK ON THE BRIGHT SIDE, AND SMILE EVEN WHEN I WANT TO CRY. BECAUSE I’M NOT LETTING ANYONE OR ANYTHING BRING ME DOWN.

love to me is

Love is more than just boxes of chocolates & bouquets of flowers & jewelries and diamond, presents. It is about you thinking you’re giving nothing but to them it’s everything. Love overlooks money & fails to look at all the material things. It is more than just saying sorry and forgiving.

Love is about learning from your mistakes & trying not to make the same ones over and over. Love is about disregarding all the differences behind, and not bringing them up again. Love does not hold a grudge, because love, you forget all that painful things & move on to the better things.

Love is more than just holding hands when things are good, but holding them tighter when things are bad. Love is more than just saying ‘I love you’ during the good times and happy times, but being able to say the same phrase, with the same meaning during angry times, and in times of distress.

Love is more than just about your partner, but it is more about you and about God. Like they say, if you haven’t found God, you haven’t found love.