imissschuuuuu D:

hooo yeahhhh :D

I'M FUCKING TIRED. I'M TIRED OF CARING FOR PEOPLE WHO DON'T GIVE A SHIT ABOUT YOU. I'M TIRED OF WAITING FOR A TEXT THAT'S NEVER GOING TO COME. I'M TIRED OF THINKING THINGS WILL BE DIFFERENT, YET THEY NEVER CHANGE. I'M TIRED OF GIVING OUT CHANCES, ONLY TO BE LET DOWN. I'M TIRED OF PUTTING FORTH 100% OF AN EFFORT AND ONLY GETTING 25% IN RETURN. I'M TIRED OF BROKEN PROMISES. I'M TIRED OF LET DOWNS BY THE PEOPLE WHO MATTER MOST TO YOU. I'M TIRED OF MAKING SOMEONE A PRIORITY, WHEN IN REALITY YOU'RE JUST A NUMBER TO THEM. I'M TIRED OF SHITTY FRIENDS WHO ARE NEVER THERE FOR YOU. I'M TIRED OF SELF CENTERED ASSHOLES, WHO ONLY MANIPULATE A SITUATION FROM THEIR OWN PERSPECTIVE, NEVER EVEN THINKING ABOUT WHAT SOMEONE ELSE IS GOING THROUGH. I'M SO TIRED OF THE SAME OLD BULLSHIT OVER AND OVER AGAIN.

There's a TAYLOR SWIFT song for that ;

Love Story - You and him like each other but you aren’t allowed to date

The Way I Loved You - You love your new boyfriend, but you can’t get over how things were with your old one

Invisible - You like him but he likes her, and she’ll never like him, and you do

Fifteen - You believed everything he said, and now you realize that young love doesn’t last

Should’ve Said No - He cheated on you, and she was not worth it, and he’ll never have you back

A Place In This World - You just want to fit in

Forever & Always - You and him went from being perfect to horrible so quickly

Tell Me Why - If he loves you then why does he like to hurt you?

I’m Only Me When I’m With You - He’s the only person you can be yourself around

Change - You believe that things will get better

Teardrops on My Guitar -You want him so bad, but he only sees you as the girl he talks about his girlfriend with

Mary’s Song- Our love is everlasting

Today Was A Fairytale- That was the best date of your life

Fearless - With him, you’re not afraid to do anything

White Horse - He broke your heart, and you won’t forgive him

The Outside - You don’t fit in in his world

Jump Then Fall - You fell for him, now he just needs to fall for you?

You Belong With Me - You’re so much better for him than she is

Overboard (;

Overboard : justin Beiber (Ft. Jessica Jarrell) lyrics

It feels like we've been out at sea
So back and forth that's how it seems
Whoa and when I want to talk
you say to me
That if its meant to be, it will be
So crazy is this thing we call love
And now that we've got it we just can't give up
I'm reaching out for you
Got me out here in the water and I'm...

I'm overboard and I need your love
Pull me up
I can't swim on my own
It's too much
Feels like I'm drowning without your love
So throw yourself out to me
My life saver
Life saver
Oh life saver
My life saver
Life saver
Oh life saver oh wow

I never understood you when you'd say
You wanted me to meet you half way.
I felt like I was doing my part
You kept thinking you were coming up short
It's funny how things change
Cause now I see


So crazy is this thing we call love
And now that we got it
we just can't give up
I'm reaching out for ya
Got me out here in the water and
I'm overboard
And I need your love
Pull me up (Pull me up)
I can't swim on my own
It's too much (It's too much)
Feels like I'm drowning without your love
So throw yourself out to me
My life saver

It's supposed to be some give and take I know.
But your only taking and not giving any more
So what do I do? (So what do I do?)
Cause I still love you. (Still love you Baby)
And you're the only one who can save me


I'm overboard
And I need your love
Pull me up (Pull me up)
I can't swim on my own
It's too much (It's too much)
Feels like I'm drowning (I'm drowning baby I'm
drowning)without your love
So throw yourself out to me (Can't swim)
My life saver
Life saver
Oh life saver
My life saver
(Its crazy, crazy crazy, yeah) Life saver
Oh life saver
Oh life saver
Oh life saver
Oh life saver
Yeah

I find it cute when boys..

Make weird faces.
Say AWWWWWW .
Ask how your day was.
Smell good all the time.
Play with their younger siblings!
Dance ridiculously.
Lick their lips.
Get frustrated.
Laugh.
Sing to you.
Bite their lower lip.
Make that sexy half smirk.
Have proper grammar.
Have style.
Are funny.
Tease me a little.

(Source: jessicuhleeann, via hfinlay :) )

jyeahh (Y)

maizatul nadia , thanks for the post . really appriciate it :)

i don't fucking understand youu :(

MAK AND AYAHHHHHH ,

Why can’t you ever be proud of who I ammmm , and what I do o? You’re constantly complaining about how I never do enough. But if you hadn’t already noticed, I’ve done many things that I’ve accomplished well in life. But if nothing I’ve done is good enough for you to treat me like a good daughter, then feel free to exchange me with someone who I’m sure can manage your standards.

You see/hear things about other kids and how they get above standard reports, high distinctions, scholarships, and so on lah kan , and you wish I could be more like them. But I’m not. No, I’m not a straight-A braniac lah , but I’m not completely dumb minded either kay . And I know pushing myself to my limits is the only way to improve and succeed, but expecting me to be a person I’m not, isn’t going to do me any good. I’m smart enough to make my own choices, look after myself and know what’s right from wrong. But you still can’t show me that you’re the slightest bit proud of me, or even be grateful that I’m trying the best I can to where I can get.

You know what?

I actually do care about what people think. Everyone always asks me, “Why do you even care what they say?” Because I’m insecure. Insecure to the point where if someone said something about what I was wearing, I’d feel anxious and self conscious for the rest of the day. I’m insecure to the point that I’m reluctant to go shopping with some of my friends because I know that I won’t look as good as them when I try on clothes. People might think saying these things is just a cry for attention, but being insecure and uncomfortable all the time has had an impact on my life for the worst. Being insecure has put a hold on some of the best things in life for me so saying that I hate these insecurities is a bit of an understatement.

A Letter to my Best Friends.

Everdearest:

M, and I know I have never met you in person, though I consider you one of my own. No one has ever took the time to remind me how beautiful I am, everyday, inside and out. The way you text me “Good morning” and the evenings you never fail to wish me a good night, nothing can compare the care, and effort you always show. And even though we have never seen each other face to face, and even though you hundreds of miles away, in my heart, you can’t get any closer. Words cannot explain how thankful I am for having you in my life. I hope to see you this sch holidays , finally .

S, Not once did I ever want to see you unhappy. So when I saw the opportunity to give you that chance, I did I that I can to provide that to you. You were attracted to him, and he was attracted to you. And despite the history I had with him, and how bad our relationship ended, I know he is a great guy. Just not for me. Last one marks one year of your relationship & S, I can never be any happier. Thank you for taking care of each other & loving each other the best that you both can ever do. You are my bestie and I am sorry I haven’t been keeping in touch, nor putting aside time for you and me to even sit down, have coffee, or dinner. But you know how we both are, no matter how long we have not held a conversation, no matter how far you and I are from each other, no matter how much we tend to miss each other, as soon as we do, there’s never a moment we felt as if we were far apart. I love you for that, S.

B, I haven’t talked to you in over a month. I am sure you have a new girlfriend. I will be expecting to hear from you, as how the cycle usually is, when she fucks you over. Hopefully she doesn’t. But to be honest with you, I really miss you

those closest to me this year in the classroom (:

fark

I swear yesterday must of been one of the worst days of my life. There wasn’t a good moment whatsoever. Family troubles & so on. I heard a lyric from a song yesterday saying ‘time heals everything, but time keeps on walking’. Sometimes, I wish time would stop for me.